(2) YA Ever since Collin's mother died in a car accident, he has worked hard on instructions for what to do in a variety of disastrous situations. His orange notebook is filled with tips, such as these for surviving being buried in an avalanche: "Note where gravity carries your saliva. Dig in the opposite direction." He misses his mother's "morning smooch attacks" as well as the way she kept his brilliant mathematician father's hoarding tendencies under control: "Without someone to keep / Dad's collections in check, / layers accumulate / like...sedimentary rock formations." As the condition of the house deteriorates, it becomes harder for Collin to keep himself clean and to find food. Fortunately, he has two close friends in Liam and Georgia, who don't know about his father's mental illness but are unfailingly supportive and help him feel normal. The verse novel pinpoints Collin's grief over his mother's death, his resulting anxiety, and how he copes with a father he loves but cannot rely on, using short, authentic phrases that home in on his feelings: "I can't decide / if I should laugh / or barf." The inclusion of several concrete poems adds impact, one of the most impressive being a poem in the shape of a house crammed to the brim with words. It's a touching and believable story of getting through to the other side of a terrible time, with Collin's practical survival advice sprinkled throughout.

Reviewer: Susan Dove Lempke | Horn Book Magazine Issue: January, 2022